It has been a long time i did nt renew my blog...haiz,everyday busy since i started study form 6....my school just like prison,everyday try to lock up us in school until very late!!!really hate this!!!
Study form 6 already two months,i still cannot accept this fact... may be i too hate STPM (i think so?)...still remember that i did promised myself will study very hard to get good results in SPM and to escape from studying form 6.So rediculous lo...Eventhough i got heavenly results for my SPM,I still in SMKDPT!!!Really depressed at that time...felt that i being forced to study form 6...but i cannot blame anyone because i am the one who did not fight for it...ya,i strongly felt regret....
I am quite dispirited for the past two months...dispirited because i lost the chance to study medical course,dispirited for my form 6 life and dispirited for so many others thing...I lost my way, lost my aim....I even do not have motivation to study for my form 6 first test.haiz,it was the first time i did not study for my test seriously...Ya,i change le...i change to become a frivolous girl,like to play truancy and not concentrate in study...
I finally dare to face the reality,i am a form 6 students after my mum scold me.She said " How come you not serious at all for your study? you don't want get 4 flat for your STPM?You don't want go sg to study?".....speechless........i don't know how to ans her.I think about this for few days.I know my parents have high expectation on me, i know i do not have other choices...I SHOULD take this new challenge.
STPM -----> NEW CHALLENGE -----> NEW LIFE
WISH ME ALL THE BEST!!!
