NTU>>> FIrST DAy

刚刚终于见到我的室友了！！！
哈哈是位法国美女！！！
不过她是exchange student(bio engineering)~只留一个sem
不过最值得庆幸的是我听得懂她的英文，她也听得懂我的英文！哈！
希望我们相处愉快

第一天真的挺寂寞的，
自己吃饭，自己一个人。
好想念家人。


我要开始习惯自己一个人的生活。
我很快就会适应的（自我安慰）

新的生活~新的人生~新的体验~加油加油加油！！！

我在想

我在想
我停止教书后
我会不会开始想念和他们上课的日子？
我是否会开始想念他们的吵闹声呢？
还是我会很庆幸我终于可以让我的耳朵不受到高分贝的刺激了？
很难说噢，我也不知道。
半年了，大家都建立了感情吧！
偶尔虽然很气，
气你们不听话，
气你们没读听写，
气你们顶撞我，
但是我会永远记得你们可爱的孩子气。



。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

好久没有那种感觉了。
是我多心吗？
还是我应该相信我的第六感？
难道真的是我多心吗？
我知道我不应该多想。
不确定的事还有太多了。
请让我自私地记住这种感觉或者该说是错觉吧！

My new 'students'

My new students-
my doctor neighbour,his wife and his friend who is a doctor also.
They want to learn speaking by using mandarin.
He said so tat it is easier for them to communicate with their patients.


I told them i am nt very experienced and confidence.
somemore i am nt profesional enough to teach them.
but he said he dun want to take courses at language centre,
he dun want to learn writing and grammer all that.ha.

In my impression, my neighbour is a friendly person.
Hope tat his doctor friend will be like him also.ha.
I nt dare to take tis job actually.
Bt he said it's ok.No need to bother tat they are doctors.

Next week i will start teaching them at his house.
I will try my best.
Hope tat everything will be fine.
It must be a new and good experience for me.

久违的post~

好久好久都没发帖了啦！
都在忙着搬家和做工啦！
唉，我的新家竟然没有线上网，真是可悲啦！
也许我会在blog 啦，facebook 啦，消失一段很长很长的时间。。。。
慢慢等TM来这一带装cable 咯~
可悲加可恶！！！


看到zu 的post, 让我突然间更想念大家~
希望你们不论是在求学的，在做工的还有在上海的宝伊都过得很开心~
还有还有，要恭喜嘉乐噢~
这绝对是一个好的开始。
丝蕙党的党员们，快点一起策划下一次的gathering啦！
超想和大家聚一聚的。


顺带一提，和小朋友相处多了，自己说话好像有点越来越幼稚。哈。
妈妈也说我说话越来越大声。
这是职业病啦。糟糕。
听说嘉乐只要一开始数一二三，学生就会马上安静。
如果我也可以那该有多好。。。。
真的。

I miSs......

Just read my friend's blog.
Her post make me suddenly feel tat
i vy miss my form 6 school life.
Omega tuition,KPA all excluded k.
I miss the days tat we gather and 38 together in Berlian or Intan class.
I miss the smile of Puan Ting n Tcer Subadhra,
I miss the days we teasing each other in the class.
I miss prit n the gang.
Especially my babe tat loves to make fun of me.
I miss .......
..............
...........................


Those are all my sweet memories.
I will never forget the days.
Miss u all,
my form 6 friends.

My job

Tuition teacher,may be u think tat is an easy n relax job .
But to me NO leh.
Everyday shouting only.I mean my students and me also.

"XXX,when u want to do ur work?faster la!"
"xxx,Sit at ur own place la!"
"xxx,cn u stop shouting?"

lolx.

Sometimes memang kesian.

But sometimes i really enjoy my work.
Some of them really cute !!!

U know when is the most happy moment?
It is when my students say byebye to me and their parents said' thank you tcer for today."

My new hair

wat's 'new' on my hair???



Ha,

I dye my hair.

So if u meet me wif my new hair colour,

dun be surprise or shock




Actually i love my black hair vy much,

bt i think i should hv a new image,

I should try something new,

I want some changes,

So i go and dye it.



Bye bye,

my original black black hair.

I will miss u.

22.12.10

A post for U

We hug together
We cry together
When u said sorry to me.....

I know u vy regret
I know u really feel sorry on what u have done on me
I know u are trying to make up

I told u, let bygone be bygone
U said, we must cherish each other.....

I will forget the past
and for sure,
U are one of the most important people to me
I pray tat ur life is full of happiness
and eventhough u cry,
the tears is bcoz of ur happiness.

Again, sorry .

Today , u came to my side.
U wanna speak somthing to me, but u were very hesitated.
After few seconds...........

" sinyee, y tis year ur results dropped a lot?
last time spm very good. "

" ........................................ "
" u gt any problem? stress? "

"erm may be stress."
( ==''', i dun know hw to answer)

u used to have good results ."

"once upon a time. "

"ya, once upon a time.nw very weak ."

"............................................."
(speechless again)
" erm i will work hard."


If the words came from others, may be i wun care so much.
But it's from u ,my dear teacher subadra.
I dun know u have such high expectation on me.
Very sorry teacher, i know u were dissapointed on my perfomance,i think u are refering to my overall results.

Sorry to my friends also. i cn nt control my tears.

She teach me four years already,she knows my level.
Wat she said is an undeniable truth.
I know she care about me.
thank you teacher subadra.

I used to be excellent so i MUST always maintain the good results.
No other options for me.
May be this is another kind of impetus.

I promised u already,
so for sure i will do my best.
Again,sorry to my teachers.

I LOVE MATHS !?!!?!!

According to someone,deductive geometry is juz a circle!










trigonometry n vectors,triangles only!









probability,juz a tree ma....so simple!

This is according to someone,
nt me har.
juz for sharing ><
i gt damn low marks for my maths
i dun know i doing wat during exam time ,omg.
i scared puan ting ask me again "y gt tis low marks?"
sorry ,teacher.
i promise i will do my best for my STPM.
start from nw,
i shall everyday hypnotizing myself,

体悟

• 人比人，只会气死人，须知道比你好的人多得数不清

• 有求于人就必须降低尊严，即使你有多爱面子
  

• 女人的嫉妒心很可怕，随时会挑起一发不可收拾的战争

• 得不到的东西或人永远是最好的，因为它表面看起来很美好

• 食物总是要有人跟你抢你才会觉得特别好吃

• 人与人相处避免不了利用，利用不一定是坏的，唯有利用才能互惠互利
  

• 好朋友之间就会只有他们两个知道，而别人不知道的秘密

• 躲避又能怎样，只会让我懊恼我是不是对你做了什么伤人的事

• 听见别人真心诚意跟你说谢谢的时候，真的很满足
  

• 爱你就给你自由，希望你幸福 （惠教的，哈~）

以上纯属本人吃饱太得空写的，纯粹是本人最近的体悟~
请不要对号入座~没有要针对谁~
只是要分享，特此声明~

UnREliabLE GooGLE TraNsLaToR

My friend read my blog.

He asked ' is there a guy u liking who ignores u? "

He said he may be wrong bcoz of ' unreliable google translator'

Haha~

I wonder,
which of my post made him or should said google translator misunderstood?
and i guess,
most probably is due to the post about ' Narcissism'
==
haha~funny~


Ok,
The conclusion is,
dun too believe in and rely on Google Translator.

Trial Exam??OMG.

Trial exam coming soon.
Hw come i still so relax?
How come i still nt serious at all?
How come my attitude so different compared to when i was form 5?

I dun know,I really dun have idea.


I afraid tat i cn nt achieved the target


I afraid failure


OMG.


I am so pessimistic.


Forgive me to be pessimistic for today.

We Are so proud Of U!!!

we know each other seven years already.
whenever I had problems in my study espeacially physics
U always try ur best to teach me.
whenever someone bully me or tease me
u always support me.
Our friendship is very special
eventhough we nt always contact each other
we always remember each other
U make me feel so touching when u purposely call me
and wish me happy birthday for every year
tat day U asked me to be ur guarantor
U asked me to read the caption
" sahabat karib sebagai guarantor anda"
i am so proud u know.

I pray that u can adapt to ur new life in Kanada as fast as possible.
I pray that U will succeed in ur life
and of coz i believe u will
I know u will make tis sister proud of u.
take care my dear brother.

希腊神话

水仙花的英文是Narcissus，自恋狂的英文是Narcissism，而将两者连贯起来，是这样的一个希腊 神话。

1。纳西塞斯(Narcissus)是希腊神话里的美少年。他的父亲是河神，母亲是仙女。 纳西塞斯出生后，母亲得到神谕:纳斯索斯长大后，会是天下第一美男子;然而，他会因为迷恋自己的容貌，郁郁而终。为了逃避神谕的应验， 纳西塞斯的母亲刻意安排儿子在山林间长大，远离溪流、湖泊、大海，为的是让纳西塞斯永远无法看见自己的容貌。 纳西塞斯如母亲所愿，在山林间平安长大，而他亦如神谕所料，容貌俊美非凡，成为天下第一美男子。见过他的少女，无不深深地爱上他。然而， 纳西塞斯性格高傲，没有一位女子能得到他的爱。他只喜欢整天与友伴在山林间打猎，对于倾情于他的少女不屑一顾。


山林女神厄科（Echo）对纳西塞斯一见钟情，但是苦于不能表达自己的感情，只能简单地重复别人的话音。 纳西塞斯对她的痴情不理不睬。 纳西塞斯的铁石心肠使她伤透了心。她请求维纳斯惩罚他，让他承受痛苦的熬煎。忧郁、期盼、一无所获，使她离开了她往昔的伙伴，漫无目的地走进了森林。在这 里，她的忧伤有增无减，容颜憔悴，她从山林消失了，但是，她那柔美的声音始终萦绕幽谷而不去。如果你漫步在寂静的山林，她会回应你的声音。这就是山林女神 厄科 - Echo（回音）。


纳西塞斯的冷面石心，伤透了少女的心，报应女神娜米西斯(Nemesis)看不过眼，决定教训他。一天， 纳西塞斯在野外狩猎，天气异常酷热，不一会儿，他已经汗流浃背。就在这时，微风吹来，渗着阵阵清凉，他循着风向前走。逛着逛着，迎面而来的，是一个水清如 镜的湖。湖，对拿斯索斯来说，是陌生的。 纳西塞斯走过去，坐在湖边，正想伸手去摸一摸湖水，试试那是一种怎样的感觉，谁知当他定睛在平滑如镜的湖面时，看见一张完美的面孔，不禁惊为天人， 纳西塞斯心想:这美人是谁呢?真漂亮呀。凝望了一会儿，他发觉，当他向水中的美人挥手，水中的美人也向他挥手;当他向水中的美人微笑，水中的美人也向他微 笑;但当他伸手去触摸那美人，那美人便立刻消失了;当他把手缩回来，不一会儿，那美人又再出现，并情深款款地看着他， 纳西塞斯当然不知道浮现湖面的其实就是自己的倒影。他竟然深深地爱上了自己的倒影。为了不愿失去湖中的人儿，他日夜守护在湖边，日子一天一天地过去， 纳西塞斯还是不寝不食，不眠不休地呆在湖边，甘心做他心中美人的守护神，他时而伏在湖边休息，时而绕着湖岸漫行，但目光始终离不开水中的倒影，永远是目不 转睛地凝望湖面，最后，神谕还是应验了。 纳西塞斯因为迷恋自己的倒影，枯坐死在湖边。



仙女们知道这件事后，伤心欲绝，赶去湖边，想把纳西塞斯的尸体好好安葬。但纳西塞斯惯坐的湖边，除了长着一丛奇异的小花外，空空如也。原来爱神怜惜纳西塞 斯，把他化成水仙花，盛开在有水的地方，让他永远看着自己的倒影。那丛奇异的小花，，清幽脱俗而高傲孤清，甚为美丽。为了纪念纳西塞斯，仙女们就把这种花 命名为Narcissus，也就是水仙花了。而这亦是水仙花为何总是长在水边的原故。也因为这个故事，人们用Narcissism形容那些异常喜爱自己容 貌、有自恋倾向的人。

水仙花

水仙花，根据希腊神话，暗喻自恋。
现实生活中，有太多自恋的人。
有些人没有神话里王子的条件，却过分自恋。
过分自恋也会让人觉得反感吧？爱自己当然没有错，但是也得尊重身边的人的感受吧？


我没有特别喜欢水仙花，只是觉得它希腊神话版本的花语很特别。

不要做那一株只爱自己的水仙花

爱身边的人

被身边的人爱

那种幸福
远远胜过爱自己

Prom night

Pretty Datin Ka Lok ^^


Leng Lui from Berlian and Intan^^


Princess of 'si hui dang',haha.




Zoe....Wow...



That night full of our happy memories
One of the best memories for our form 6 life
Thx for my mum who help me do make up and dressed up me like a princess,haha....
And also thx for Datin Ka Lok who help us took photos
Eventhough something bad happened on me during the day
I still enjoy the dinner( i want clarify tat i did nt cry on tat day leh)

Might this happy memories remain forever in our heart.

TeARS DroP

It has been a long time i did nt cry

bt nw

my tears drop

Damn

My eyes swelling.

Next time i should think hundreds time

before i wrote something on my blog

So tat nobody will misunderstood.

My bLog

I did a stupid thing

i read all my previous posts in my blog

Juz for a reason

I want to find out something

But I can not get my answer

Curious on wat u told me

I dun know u will read tis post or not

But plz dun laugh at me
If u know that i did tis stupid thing

You said tat i m a clever girl

No, i really kinda stupid in some situations >< ................................................