My new hair

wat's 'new' on my hair???



Ha,

I dye my hair.

So if u meet me wif my new hair colour,

dun be surprise or shock




Actually i love my black hair vy much,

bt i think i should hv a new image,

I should try something new,

I want some changes,

So i go and dye it.



Bye bye,

my original black black hair.

I will miss u.

22.12.10

A post for U

We hug together
We cry together
When u said sorry to me.....

I know u vy regret
I know u really feel sorry on what u have done on me
I know u are trying to make up

I told u, let bygone be bygone
U said, we must cherish each other.....

I will forget the past
and for sure,
U are one of the most important people to me
I pray tat ur life is full of happiness
and eventhough u cry,
the tears is bcoz of ur happiness.

Again, sorry .

Today , u came to my side.
U wanna speak somthing to me, but u were very hesitated.
After few seconds...........

" sinyee, y tis year ur results dropped a lot?
last time spm very good. "

" ........................................ "
" u gt any problem? stress? "

"erm may be stress."
( ==''', i dun know hw to answer)

u used to have good results ."

"once upon a time. "

"ya, once upon a time.nw very weak ."

"............................................."
(speechless again)
" erm i will work hard."


If the words came from others, may be i wun care so much.
But it's from u ,my dear teacher subadra.
I dun know u have such high expectation on me.
Very sorry teacher, i know u were dissapointed on my perfomance,i think u are refering to my overall results.

Sorry to my friends also. i cn nt control my tears.

She teach me four years already,she knows my level.
Wat she said is an undeniable truth.
I know she care about me.
thank you teacher subadra.

I used to be excellent so i MUST always maintain the good results.
No other options for me.
May be this is another kind of impetus.

I promised u already,
so for sure i will do my best.
Again,sorry to my teachers.

I LOVE MATHS !?!!?!!

According to someone,deductive geometry is juz a circle!










trigonometry n vectors,triangles only!









probability,juz a tree ma....so simple!

This is according to someone,
nt me har.
juz for sharing ><
i gt damn low marks for my maths
i dun know i doing wat during exam time ,omg.
i scared puan ting ask me again "y gt tis low marks?"
sorry ,teacher.
i promise i will do my best for my STPM.
start from nw,
i shall everyday hypnotizing myself,

体悟

• 人比人，只会气死人，须知道比你好的人多得数不清

• 有求于人就必须降低尊严，即使你有多爱面子
  

• 女人的嫉妒心很可怕，随时会挑起一发不可收拾的战争

• 得不到的东西或人永远是最好的，因为它表面看起来很美好

• 食物总是要有人跟你抢你才会觉得特别好吃

• 人与人相处避免不了利用，利用不一定是坏的，唯有利用才能互惠互利
  

• 好朋友之间就会只有他们两个知道，而别人不知道的秘密

• 躲避又能怎样，只会让我懊恼我是不是对你做了什么伤人的事

• 听见别人真心诚意跟你说谢谢的时候，真的很满足
  

• 爱你就给你自由，希望你幸福 （惠教的，哈~）

以上纯属本人吃饱太得空写的，纯粹是本人最近的体悟~
请不要对号入座~没有要针对谁~
只是要分享，特此声明~

UnREliabLE GooGLE TraNsLaToR

My friend read my blog.

He asked ' is there a guy u liking who ignores u? "

He said he may be wrong bcoz of ' unreliable google translator'

Haha~

I wonder,
which of my post made him or should said google translator misunderstood?
and i guess,
most probably is due to the post about ' Narcissism'
==
haha~funny~


Ok,
The conclusion is,
dun too believe in and rely on Google Translator.

Trial Exam??OMG.

Trial exam coming soon.
Hw come i still so relax?
How come i still nt serious at all?
How come my attitude so different compared to when i was form 5?

I dun know,I really dun have idea.


I afraid tat i cn nt achieved the target


I afraid failure


OMG.


I am so pessimistic.


Forgive me to be pessimistic for today.

We Are so proud Of U!!!

we know each other seven years already.
whenever I had problems in my study espeacially physics
U always try ur best to teach me.
whenever someone bully me or tease me
u always support me.
Our friendship is very special
eventhough we nt always contact each other
we always remember each other
U make me feel so touching when u purposely call me
and wish me happy birthday for every year
tat day U asked me to be ur guarantor
U asked me to read the caption
" sahabat karib sebagai guarantor anda"
i am so proud u know.

I pray that u can adapt to ur new life in Kanada as fast as possible.
I pray that U will succeed in ur life
and of coz i believe u will
I know u will make tis sister proud of u.
take care my dear brother.

希腊神话

水仙花的英文是Narcissus，自恋狂的英文是Narcissism，而将两者连贯起来，是这样的一个希腊 神话。

1。纳西塞斯(Narcissus)是希腊神话里的美少年。他的父亲是河神，母亲是仙女。 纳西塞斯出生后，母亲得到神谕:纳斯索斯长大后，会是天下第一美男子;然而，他会因为迷恋自己的容貌，郁郁而终。为了逃避神谕的应验， 纳西塞斯的母亲刻意安排儿子在山林间长大，远离溪流、湖泊、大海，为的是让纳西塞斯永远无法看见自己的容貌。 纳西塞斯如母亲所愿，在山林间平安长大，而他亦如神谕所料，容貌俊美非凡，成为天下第一美男子。见过他的少女，无不深深地爱上他。然而， 纳西塞斯性格高傲，没有一位女子能得到他的爱。他只喜欢整天与友伴在山林间打猎，对于倾情于他的少女不屑一顾。


山林女神厄科（Echo）对纳西塞斯一见钟情，但是苦于不能表达自己的感情，只能简单地重复别人的话音。 纳西塞斯对她的痴情不理不睬。 纳西塞斯的铁石心肠使她伤透了心。她请求维纳斯惩罚他，让他承受痛苦的熬煎。忧郁、期盼、一无所获，使她离开了她往昔的伙伴，漫无目的地走进了森林。在这 里，她的忧伤有增无减，容颜憔悴，她从山林消失了，但是，她那柔美的声音始终萦绕幽谷而不去。如果你漫步在寂静的山林，她会回应你的声音。这就是山林女神 厄科 - Echo（回音）。


纳西塞斯的冷面石心，伤透了少女的心，报应女神娜米西斯(Nemesis)看不过眼，决定教训他。一天， 纳西塞斯在野外狩猎，天气异常酷热，不一会儿，他已经汗流浃背。就在这时，微风吹来，渗着阵阵清凉，他循着风向前走。逛着逛着，迎面而来的，是一个水清如 镜的湖。湖，对拿斯索斯来说，是陌生的。 纳西塞斯走过去，坐在湖边，正想伸手去摸一摸湖水，试试那是一种怎样的感觉，谁知当他定睛在平滑如镜的湖面时，看见一张完美的面孔，不禁惊为天人， 纳西塞斯心想:这美人是谁呢?真漂亮呀。凝望了一会儿，他发觉，当他向水中的美人挥手，水中的美人也向他挥手;当他向水中的美人微笑，水中的美人也向他微 笑;但当他伸手去触摸那美人，那美人便立刻消失了;当他把手缩回来，不一会儿，那美人又再出现，并情深款款地看着他， 纳西塞斯当然不知道浮现湖面的其实就是自己的倒影。他竟然深深地爱上了自己的倒影。为了不愿失去湖中的人儿，他日夜守护在湖边，日子一天一天地过去， 纳西塞斯还是不寝不食，不眠不休地呆在湖边，甘心做他心中美人的守护神，他时而伏在湖边休息，时而绕着湖岸漫行，但目光始终离不开水中的倒影，永远是目不 转睛地凝望湖面，最后，神谕还是应验了。 纳西塞斯因为迷恋自己的倒影，枯坐死在湖边。



仙女们知道这件事后，伤心欲绝，赶去湖边，想把纳西塞斯的尸体好好安葬。但纳西塞斯惯坐的湖边，除了长着一丛奇异的小花外，空空如也。原来爱神怜惜纳西塞 斯，把他化成水仙花，盛开在有水的地方，让他永远看着自己的倒影。那丛奇异的小花，，清幽脱俗而高傲孤清，甚为美丽。为了纪念纳西塞斯，仙女们就把这种花 命名为Narcissus，也就是水仙花了。而这亦是水仙花为何总是长在水边的原故。也因为这个故事，人们用Narcissism形容那些异常喜爱自己容 貌、有自恋倾向的人。

水仙花

水仙花，根据希腊神话，暗喻自恋。
现实生活中，有太多自恋的人。
有些人没有神话里王子的条件，却过分自恋。
过分自恋也会让人觉得反感吧？爱自己当然没有错，但是也得尊重身边的人的感受吧？


我没有特别喜欢水仙花，只是觉得它希腊神话版本的花语很特别。

不要做那一株只爱自己的水仙花

爱身边的人

被身边的人爱

那种幸福
远远胜过爱自己

Prom night

Pretty Datin Ka Lok ^^


Leng Lui from Berlian and Intan^^


Princess of 'si hui dang',haha.




Zoe....Wow...



That night full of our happy memories
One of the best memories for our form 6 life
Thx for my mum who help me do make up and dressed up me like a princess,haha....
And also thx for Datin Ka Lok who help us took photos
Eventhough something bad happened on me during the day
I still enjoy the dinner( i want clarify tat i did nt cry on tat day leh)

Might this happy memories remain forever in our heart.

TeARS DroP

It has been a long time i did nt cry

bt nw

my tears drop

Damn

My eyes swelling.

Next time i should think hundreds time

before i wrote something on my blog

So tat nobody will misunderstood.

My bLog

I did a stupid thing

i read all my previous posts in my blog

Juz for a reason

I want to find out something

But I can not get my answer

Curious on wat u told me

I dun know u will read tis post or not

But plz dun laugh at me
If u know that i did tis stupid thing

You said tat i m a clever girl

No, i really kinda stupid in some situations >< ................................................

请你学习珍惜

要是以前的我
一定会很难过吧
现在的我
已经没有那么在乎了
因为我不是笨蛋
我知道因为你而伤心难过
超级不值得

不想多说什么
不想多解释什么
更不想把事情变得更复杂
即使知道你是故意的
我也不想跟你对峙

我只能说
请你学习珍惜
要知道
一旦失去了
就不能再回到从前

LOvE StAR

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

“To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest”



I am a stars lover
i think my close friends all know about this
I am addicted to its' brightness
May be u all think that i juz simply like it
but that is not true
I love stars for a special reason
Stars is very special for me
Nothing can replace it
The reason for why i like star
Only U and me know
I dun know why i choose to tell u tat when u ask me
Even I can not answer myself but
I believe u will keep it as a secret.

WE CAN'T ALL BE STARS, BUT WE CAN ALL TWINKLE.

自信

自信
可以让一个人成为焦点
那位四十五度小姐
就是一位超有自信的人
她不畏惧别人的眼光
总是把自己打扮得很有自己一套的风格
每次出场都成为焦点（我和琪琪最爱观察她了，哈）

别误会哦，我不是想批评她或做人生攻击
我只是很佩服她的勇气和自信
真想跟她偷师一下
哇哈哈。。。。。。

其实，我想说的是，
这世界上有太多人因为太在意别人的眼光而活得不快乐
因太在意别人怎么看自己而不敢把自己最真实的一面表现出来
常常因为别人有意无意的一句话就对自己闹情绪
（我承认我自己偶尔也会这样><) 所以啊， 我希望自己能像那位四十五度小姐一样 不管别人怎么看自己 做自己喜欢的事

自己开心满足才是最重要的

把自己最真实的一面展现出来

自己为自己而活

等

我不喜欢等
尤其是自己一个人等
很寂寞，很空虚，真的

我不喜欢有些人明知道人家等他
他却还慢吞吞
当要他等人的时候，即使只是一下子他也不能够等
那么你凭什么要别人等你而你自己却不能等人?

我可以等
我很能等
有别人陪我一起等我更是无所谓
但是你呢？
即使在舒适的环境下你也不能等
为了不要让你等，我宁愿做那个等的人
你有为我想过吗？

这不是第一次了～
我给你再多的解释也是无谓的
我真的想让你来过我的生活
也许这样你才会更明白我吧？

Check This Out

只是想在这里回应一下～

我很讨厌我把某个人看得很重要，而我对他来说却不算什么。
不要说你没有，我很记得你对我说过的话。
你也应该察觉到不只我把秘密收在心里，很多人对你也是守口如瓶，原因是什么你应该知道。

我知道我写了这些你会很不爽，但是既然你提出来了，我也不能假装我没有看到。

好朋友的定义是什么？
一起分享秘密的人吗？
很聊得来的人吗?

我觉得是你需要他的时候他一定会帮你，只要他觉得你是对的

你做错事的时候他会说你

你心情不好的时候他会听你倾诉
你哭的时候他会递纸巾给你


我们什么时候开始渐行渐远?
自从你决意不坐在我的身边～

没有谁对谁错

友情是不能比较的

也不需要比较

和不同的人相处当然会有不同的化学作用

不需要比较话题的多寡，只要记得我们相处的美好回忆

这就够了～

我珍惜我们的友情，希望你也是～

随便写写～

最近都在忙考试呀～

很烦很烦～

MUET又考得糟透了，我现在根本是在等重考！

没有200 分我要怎么进NUS啊？！？

自从读中六起我的脑部开始退化了，

新成代谢也开始变慢（我说的绝对是真的）

拜托，我才十九岁～



学校的高层可以不可以不要再折磨我们了？

请不要再对我们有诸多要求

我们在你们眼中只不过是小孩子不是吗？


很讨厌别人否定我的努力

我不是因为聪明才有好成绩

我也是有付出努力的好不好?

把我的痛苦建立在你的快乐上，

我必须说真的很讽刺

这几天发生了很戏剧化的事情

我也搞不清楚

看着办吧！






算了算了
只是随便写写想发泄一下
不要对号入座呀!

NUS Openhouse 10

NUS Openhouse 10 ~hooray~~

Many friends ask me about tis sg trip,so i hope tat u cn gt all the things tat u all want to knoe from my post~

Firstly,tell u all about the skul ba.The skul authourities very good, they hv arranged us free bus to fetch us from Dooven to NUS.Once in Nus,they all treat us like VIP~

The skul damn big n damn nice! We went to the main hall first(i 4gt oredy the name of the hall),there was a nice fair there(very similar to our edu fair here,bt the people there very informative n willing to share wif us!)We talked to students and oso lecturer at there~gt some useful information from them~

Somemore,we gt lots of catalogue from different faculty like faculty of science,faculty of engineering.... n we gt lots of small gift from them like stressball....(haha,we will brin it to skul n use it...)

They have oso arranged us buses to go around the whole skul~they sent us to different destination like their residence n library....talk about their library first.Their library damn big n damn nice!really vy quiet at there,we only cn hear our walking sounds,seriously.The library are so so so big until i n my dear friends lost in the library.May be u cn nt imagine hw big NUS it is ,bt i tell u,there even have their own buses inside the skul to fetch all their students to their destination(for ex library...)!Damn nice leh~

NUS really such a nice skul la~

Me, Swee hui n Abao really fall in love wif the skul liao~we promise to study hard so tat we hv the opportunity being admitted into NUS!

YA,WE DID PROMISE EACH OTHER.

We spend about 6 hours at there.We really enjoy the trip eventhough our legs n shoulders very painful.We plan to go to NTU oso bt we dun know the way.==" so,we cn only gv up lo...

Part 2.

Tell u all about the story after we left NUS.

After tat,we took MRT to Bugis.We walked around at Bugis Junction n Illuma...Their shopping centre oso gud!See,i really love sg so much!Cn nt stop prasing them!Haha~After tat,i went to find my father lo~Thx for ur treat a,baba...Haha.

Finally,we went back home lo....So angry wif the Singapore-Johor Express bus lo....We wait for the bus for so many hours until make me went bc home late.i reached home at about 10.30 pm~really late liao,somemore i took taxi from Masai busstop,quite scary~My lovely a bao n Swee Hui damn worry about me,they afraid tat i cn nt reach home safely.Haha,even the driver said" kawan kamu sangat bagus har...." n i pretend very calm...haha....

Anyway,i really enjot the trip....until now i still very excited.

Feel very high spirit now,juz bcoz of NUS.

NUS,

my aim,

my dream,

my impetus.Seriously.

Next year, i m going to their open house again.I will brin my gud STPM results n hopes to go there!hooray!!!

Tat's all for my description la....(Wat a long post==")

I LOVE NUS!

...................................THE END...............................................

STPM 2009

STPM 2009 results hv been gvn out recently.At the beginning, i felt very happy because cn help teacher to conduct this event ...but....



BUT, i felt very sad when i knew the overall results of our school.

NO ONE GT FOUR FLAT.

The top student hv the pointer of 3.92, it is to be very regretted.



i know, four flat very far apart from me...

may be it's juz a dream for me...



The top student's name is Shin Yi.(hopefully i did nt wrote wrongly==")
Because her name sounds like mine,teacher and my friends tease me tat next year i will gt good results like her also... my lovely friend even said that eveyone should name their child sin yee(or sounds like tat) ==".omg,it's juz a name.Sounds like u all more confidence than me.

Ya, i admit tat i aim for four flat
I used to be confident wif myself
In fact,i afrad to lost
I afraid this time i cn nt achieve my target...
I dun know why....
is it too hard for me?
or i never try to achieve it?
Speechless.

ACTION SPEEK LOUDER THAN WORDS.(seems tat Miss Shim like this saying so much recently)
PLZ SCOLD ME IF ANYONE OF U FEEL TAT I M LAZY,PLZ.
DUN HESITATE TO DO TAT.
BY NOW,I NEED PEOPLE TO PUSH ME.
(TQ for all ur help, i will appreciate it!)


STPM 2010~
I hope that next year i cn gt perfect score~

For all my friends who sit for STPM 2010, I wish tat
all of u cn achieve ur own target!
May God bless us!

(p/s: something happen between me n my friend last week bt now seems settle oredy.so, i would like to thx all my friends here who help me clarify myself n console me....thx a lot,I really appreciate u all!)

健康平安就好……

爸爸在新年之前入院了。。。在医院住了两晚。。。




还记得前年。。。。爸爸因为出车祸进了同一间医院。。。

当时他在车上晕过去了。。。我拼命地叫他。。。

当时我真的很害怕，害怕会失去爸爸。。。。急得眼泪不停地飙。。。

他动了一个小手术，幸亏没有内伤。。。

谢天谢地。。。



上个星期又入院了。。。

在学校收到妈妈的简讯，一整天在学校都很害怕。。。。在想爸爸会不会出什么事。。。

放学后马上打电话给妈妈，妈妈说是细菌感染，需要留院几天。。。

谢天谢地。。。



因为爸爸除夕才出院，我们一家没有吃到团员饭。。。大家都没心情过年。。。

对我来说，团圆饭只是一个象征。。。

重要的是我们一家人在一起，大家都健康平安。。。。

这对我来说才是最重要的。。。这也是我最在乎的东西。。。

真的，健康平安就好。。。

爸爸的康复对我来说就是我今年收到最大的红包。。。



p/s: 有感而发写了这帖子。。。虽然知道新年应该写些开心的东西，不好意思呀。。。
感谢关心我爸爸和安慰我的朋友们。。。谢谢^^

祝愿身边的人都健康平安，快快乐乐地过年哦。。。

新年快乐！

最近的自己

最近的自己每天都很累～不管是不是上课日都很累～

最近的自己心情还不错～虽然有一大堆烦心的事～

最近的自己越来越没有胃口～所以被妈妈说我真的是太瘦了～

最近的自己开始认真上课了～只因为我的化学老师太好了～

最近的自己遇到了一个超没礼貌的人～差一点想当场骂她～

最近的自己婉拒了教补习的工作～只因为我自己都自身难保了～

最近的自己很想读书～可是我好像什么都没读到～

最近的自己很替我的好朋友开心～ 因为她就要上大学了～

最近的自己很穷～所以特别盼望新年的到来～

最近的自己越来越不爽学校～只因为学校太喜欢为难我们～

最近的自己碰到了一个说英文超好听的外国人～谢谢他给我的祝福～

最近的自己～
生活过得很平淡～
平淡到我没有别的事情可以写在我的帖子上～
所以啊～
就写到这里咯～～～